pures Glück

 

Bleib stehen. schau dir an wie die Sonne durch die Fenster strahlt. 

Wie die Wolke über den Himmel hinwegzieht

Wie der Sturm die Menschen in die Häuser treibt

Wie der Regen sie zum Rennen bringt.

Lächel, einfach weil das Leben schön ist. 

Ich verspreche dir, sie lächeln zurück. 

Jeder Einzelne von Ihnen.

I mean what's the point of life anyway?

people come, people go 

they break your heart or fix it 

finding yourself and then losing yourself

tears streaming down your face or a smile brighter than the sun

 Life is so full of contradictions and finding a place 

where you can finally rest  

a place that gives you a grey among all these black and whites

 you should enjoy every second there. little infinities. keep these moments in mind. 

they'll be over soon.

you took my hand and I didn't want to run anymore.

 Would it change something, if I tell you that since you left I spent everyday missing you?

          

Temptation

and more frequently I was finding myself sleepless, and he was running out of lullabies.

But damn if there isn’t anything sexier than a slender boy with a handgun, a fast car, a bottle of pills.”

― Richard Siken, Crush

                                                          

I will never forget what you did for me, thank you.

I mean I miss talking to you. I want to tell you how my life is going, that I met someone. That the pain gets less everyday. I want to tell you, that I do good now. Not so much drama, but more concentration on getting better. I want to tell you that I'm feeling more like myself and I can appreciate all the beauty around me. That boys aren't that big thing anymore. That looking at him isn't as painful as it used to be. I want to tell you that I moved on and I got to a place, which fills my heart with joy. That I found a boy, who makes me happy in every way possible. I want to tell you, that I'm thankful, because it was you motivating me to do more good, be more like myself, move on and then settle down to the right place, even if its without you.

tripsy

“I am no stranger to love and I am not waiting for you, because I believe we will be reborn, because I believe everything, and I believe that we will meet again and suffer together again.”
–Richard Siken