was at the cemetery the other day

"No light without darkness" I get it, but why do I have to suffer 

for so long, to find someone, who brings so much light into my life it almost blinds me. 

Only to see them leaving again.

Niedergefahren gen Himmel.

Lost is a lovely place to find yourself.

der tägliche Blick aus dem Fenster.

I want us to be right so badly. 

diary entries.

Linien

little reminder

You can start over, each morning.

Alpha and Omega

The babe is at peace within the womb;
The corpse is at rest within the tob;
We begin in what we end

- Percy Bysshe Shelley

Liberosis

the desire to care less about things.

pure

 

We live in a generation of not being in 

love, and not being together 

But we sure make it feel like we're

together 

Because we're scared to see each other

with somebody else.

b/w

I only call you when it's half past five, the only time I'd ever call you mine.

You held my hand and kissed my lips. Told me you loved me. Said I have the prettiest smile you have ever seen. 

Then you left. Without a word. You let my hand go, finished the last kiss, stood up and went out of my life. 

And I am sitting here, alone with all those memories you gave me.

Wishing desperately for you to come back. 

But it will never happen. I know that. The only thing you left me, is the fear of commitment.

Fernweh

Ich glaube die Krankheit nennt man Fernweh,

 und dagegen gibt es nur ein Rezept: 

du musst einfach weg.

falling

i got my hopes up again, oh no, not again.

Night sky

And some parts of me still think that we were more

 than just two drunk people under a sky full of stars.

they promised me a fairytale.

 

Tausende blumenbeete leideten

für eine antwort von dir

er liebt dich, er liebt dich nicht.

Sitzend im blumenmeer

voller toter blütenblätter

Gedanken voll, Herz leer

I was cracked before I met you,

 

 but now I'm fucking shattered

we were born that way

Grab my hand. We're running someplace there 

aren't ghosts in our tea

or seaweed at our feet

and we're not sinking up to our necks in the names of people 

that we can't repeat.

We're getting out of here

even if we have to rip our way out with what's left of our teeth.

 We're running, okay, we're gonna pack our shitty lives into a shitty suitcase with shitty folding.

Time is a storm in which we are all lost

Nach 5 Wochen Reisen kam eine Menge an Bilder zusammen! Diesen ganzen Bilderhaufen muss ich erst noch sortieren, bevor man damit irgendwas anfangen kann, aber das wird hoffentlich sehr bald sein.

This feeling seems like it never left and maybe it never did.

“Everyone needs a place. It shouldn't be inside of someone else.”
― Richard Siken

old #lastyear

“Do not fall in love with people like me. I will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments, and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth. I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. And when I leave you will finally understand, why storms are named after people.”- Caitlyn Siehl

Sommer, Sonne, Sorgenlos

Sommeranfang wurde schon feierlich zelebriert ♥

found a very touching quote the other day.

"He'll break your rules so softly you won't realise what he's done. He'll leave every piece of truth you thought you knew strewn across the floor, and mix it with lies so you can't tell what's what.When you look back all you'll see is papery white sheets with lines you promised you wouldn't let anyone cross. And every flahback will be him crossing another one."