Throwback to the beginning of chaos

Some nights just never leave your head.

No matter how drunk you were

Everything is about the perspective.

I'm longing for things I will never reach 

I'm falling in love with people, which will never love me back 

I'm inlove with the little things, but even these will change one day. 

I'm heartbroken, because I keep falling in love and keep falling apart.

But I would never replace the ups and downs with a feeling of nothing, because I'm afraid of

what happens after the hights.