There are so many things I'm wishing for
but on the top of my list is written my biggest wish
with the blood from my knuckles
the letters a little bit smudged from my tears
"please come back."
it's been almost two years
and I'm still sitting alone on my balcony at 3am
looking up to the stars
asking for one of them to fall
directly into my hands.
I wish I could've held your hand one last time,
when I had the chance to,
but instead I sat in the corner of the room
silently crying about the thought of you leaving me.
And you did.
No matter how much I love you,
that's the only thing I will never forgive you.
