old #lastyear

“Do not fall in love with people like me. I will take you to museums, and parks, and monuments, and kiss you in every beautiful place, so that you can never go back to them without tasting me like blood in your mouth. I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible. And when I leave you will finally understand, why storms are named after people.”- Caitlyn Siehl

Sommer, Sonne, Sorgenlos

Sommeranfang wurde schon feierlich zelebriert ♥

found a very touching quote the other day.

"He'll break your rules so softly you won't realise what he's done. He'll leave every piece of truth you thought you knew strewn across the floor, and mix it with lies so you can't tell what's what.When you look back all you'll see is papery white sheets with lines you promised you wouldn't let anyone cross. And every flahback will be him crossing another one."

sometimes something is missing somewhere.

I'm overwhelmed by this feeling

of nothing

only a big hole in my chest

where my heart used to be

Throwback to the beginning of chaos

Some nights just never leave your head.

No matter how drunk you were

Everything is about the perspective.

I'm longing for things I will never reach 

I'm falling in love with people, which will never love me back 

I'm inlove with the little things, but even these will change one day. 

I'm heartbroken, because I keep falling in love and keep falling apart.

But I would never replace the ups and downs with a feeling of nothing, because I'm afraid of

what happens after the hights.

b/w